A new Beginning....2015

2014 ended with Airasia plane crashed and half of Malaysia under water. Such a unhappy ending. As I am writing this, I could not help but let the feeling of helplessness set in and overtake me.

Over the years, I thought nothing can ever affect me anymore, not the earthquakes that killed thousand of people, not the many tragedies that happen around the world have affected me like this two incidents.

It must be me, it is time for me to leave Cambodia. The feeling of uncertainty, where do I go from here? what should I do now? I am blessed with daughters who love me very much (each in their own way) They want the best for me and they think it is time for me to come back.

It is me, always me! I wonder if any of my friends are as restless as me? There are so many things I want to do, to learn new things, to study. From very young age I wanted to be able to draw and paint but I realized that I need talent to do that. Then photography is the next best thing, I think I will go for photography and quilting in the future.

Let's see, what else I want to do? I would like to see the world, the different seasons, the flowers of spring in Japan/Korea, the leaves of autumn in Niagara Fall, in winter the Northern light of Norway.

Let's pray for a better 2015 and all my dreams are fulfilled.

2/1/2015 2.19 am