Relection 21/4/2012 - First day of Ridvan.

How long have I been a Baha'i? I declared as a Baha'i on the 11th of December 1970, that mean I am a 41 years old Baha'i.

Today is the first day of Ridvan. Again I got up by 4am, I noticed that the hour of me getting up in the morning is earlier now.  Sleep has become a problem for me, and because of that, I am always tire in the day.

Aching body is another worry for me, it is more frequent  now, it has become quite unbearable by the evening.

Now I know why fat people do not bother about their appearance, I have fallen into that category. Since I do not look nice in any cloth, I gave up dressing up. Anyway, it is hard to look good and feel good when one is tired and aching all the time. The weather also contribute to the factor.

I am reading a book of Stephen King now, the starting was good, but by middle, it has become so details and boring. Each time I open the book, I fall asleep after reading a few lines, was it because the book was boring or I am tired?

It is time to start the day now.

posted on 21-4-2012 at 4.50 am