Reflection 18/4/2012

I was restless last night. Many dreams and funny that I dreamed of my uncle who was also my classmate. ( This can only happen for Chinese family, that your uncle can be younger than you.)
I dreamed of him and his brother, in fact he was the last person that I think who would come into my dream because I never thought of him for the last 40 years. I also dream of my father who passed away when I was 15 years old. I wanted to turn on the light to write down my dream but I know if I got up, I would never go back to sleep again.

Because of the restless night, I got up at 6.30am, too late to do my gardening. Ended up watching one movie after another. Feel bad for being unproductive. Whole body aching because have been sitting down the whole day.

There are many things to do but I am putting it off. This is my weakness and I know it, giving myself excuses every time. ....sigh.....