Fighting a losing battle

Am I fighting a losing battle?

I have turn the side of the school into a beautiful garden with lots of flowers, papaya trees, Bayam, lady fingers, and now my banana trees also started to bear fruits. Looking at the garden make me happy although I never get to eat the papaya but at least people do not steal my bayam and lady fingers. I suppose they have never seen this veg and thus it was spared.

We put up a sign by the side that says "thank you for not throwing rubbish" but ........ just no word to describe how i feel each morning and it really change my mood of the day and make me want to leave this place.